Rise and shine :')

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             I'm still on the deck surfing the net. It's nearly 1.30am now and I 'm supposed to be on my bed. Lying, sleeping and snoozed all the way. Huh? Okay k not the snooze. Suddenly my mom came to me and told me to go to bed. I've said I'll be get going in a few minutes then she stared at my eyes like a teacher looking at the students who did not finished their work. Feeling unsatisfied? Hyeah. I didn't know why she stared at me at first. As I looked at the time below on the screen of my lappy and now I know why. Haha. It's seriously creepy to know and remembered back how she looked at me that way? I was like. Maigoddd :b Sorry mom ♥ I just don't felt that sleepy yet but thanks for your care towards me. I love you in all ways.

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              I've cried in the car just now. When I thought about him, I get soo damn emotional. I can't lie to myself. You're still there. As I try to look away from you, my feelings goes out of nowhere trying to find myself back. Me. When will can I start to move on life without peeking my past? 

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A new leaf

                                      

           Hey guys. Kay I know it's awkward to say this buttttt, I'm new to this bloggie thing. Pardon me if I made mistakes. Yeah I'm feeling hillarious now. Back to business. It's kinda hard for me to live and start things all over again. I'm tired. But life isn't that perfect right? Even most of the peoples have their own tiny weeny problems. Same as me. People might say I'm stubborn, crazy and weird but that doesn't matters. Nobody's fuckingly perfect. Jyesss, trust me. I'm gonna try to do things right in my own ways. I'm hardly being myself at times. Half of me feeling like I'm crashing apart to pieces. Wearing a mask till sometimes I don't even know who I am. Sadly that is. But on top of all, I'm happy to be myself. I just wanna be me. Well for at least, I'm not a double triple faces do I? Am sure not :)